兰，也许你觉得我好怪异，为什么不能好好的做朋友，非要这个样，让人烦恼，其实这样的我也不喜欢，我甚至讨简体中文怎么写 - 什么意思？

兰，也许你觉得我好怪异，为什么不能好好的做朋友，非要这个样，让人烦恼，其实这样的我也不喜欢，我甚至讨厌，我有好多时候问自己这样有什么好的，自己给不出解释，就这样，好像内心驱使我这样的，可我真的很舍不得你这个朋友！我可以坦言我还是很在乎你的，不论站在那个立场，如果我最近的行为让你很失望，请理解。不管你现在是否看得起我吧，我都只能说与你为伍还是很开心的。这个事情也许对你来说没有什么，但是对于我来说，第一次去尝试喜欢一个人的感觉真不一样，对于过去我都是保持距离拒绝，而今第一次改变就是一个败笔，难免让我很痛苦！我现在又好多事都只能浅浅的跟人说说，纯属笑料，我不知道自己该去喜欢谁更多：https://www.bmcx.com/ ，甚至很怀疑你们女生！我猜想我是不是太老实而被忽悠呢，也不知道，我感觉感情该说实话，可是我却很笨，适当的谎言是良药，我不懂！就在娟离开我之后，我真的想过纵情，可是我舍不得自己的感情，我更不愿意去伤害某个人。我是不帅，是没有多么潇洒，可我身边缺的不是女人，我之所以没有乱，那是因为我还是很相信爱情，甚至一直在等待，也许是1年也许是2年也许N年，很多人都知道分手对女的来说就只悲剧，不幸！有多少人真正去考虑过男的，所以我见到我周边的人脚踏两只船时开始变得漠不在意（要知道以前我还能为这种事情跟比人吵闹的）我还是在等待，也许很快就来了，也许我还要等很久！我真的不想去浪费感。我想要的必须要达到我自己的要求，我不会再随便去认识那个人，除非我那个时间很寂寞很想乱。给我时间，我们还是朋友!

兰，也许你觉得我好怪异，为什么不能好好的做朋友，非要这个样，让人烦恼，其实这样的我也不喜欢，我甚至讨厌，我有好多时候问自己这样有什么好的，自己给不出解释，就这样，好像内心驱使我这样的，可我真的很舍不得你这个朋友！我可以坦言我还是很在乎你的，不论站在那个立场，如果我最近的行为让你很失望，请理解。不管你现在是否看得起我吧，我都只能说与你为伍还是很开心的。这个事情也许对你来说没有什么，但是对于我来说，第一次去尝试喜欢一个人的感觉真不一样，对于过去我都是保持距离拒绝，而今第一次改变就是一个败笔，难免让我很痛苦！我现在又好多事都只能浅浅的跟人说说，纯属笑料，我不知道自己该去喜欢谁更多：https://www.bmcx.com/ ，甚至很怀疑你们女生！我猜想我是不是太老实而被忽悠呢，也不知道，我感觉感情该说实话，可是我却很笨，适当的谎言是良药，我不懂！就在娟离开我之后，我真的想过纵情，可是我舍不得自己的感情，我更不愿意去伤害某个人。我是不帅，是没有多么潇洒，可我身边缺的不是女人，我之所以没有乱，那是因为我还是很相信爱情，甚至一直在等待，也许是1年也许是2年也许N年，很多人都知道分手对女的来说就只悲剧，不幸！有多少人真正去考虑过男的，所以我见到我周边的人脚踏两只船时开始变得漠不在意（要知道以前我还能为这种事情跟比人吵闹的）我还是在等待，也许很快就来了，也许我还要等很久！我真的不想去浪费感。我想要的必须要达到我自己的要求，我不会再随便去认识那个人，除非我那个时间很寂寞很想乱。给我时间，我们还是朋友！

LAN, perhaps you think I so weird, why not do a good friend, don't want to this kind, let a person worry, actually such I don't like, I even hate, I have a lot of time ask yourself this have what good, not give explanation, just like that, as if my own inner drive such,But I really won't you the friend! Can I said I still very much care about you, no matter whether standing on that position if I recent behavior disappointing to you, please understand. No matter whether you are highly of me, I can only say that and you are very happy with. It maybe for you have no what,But to me, the first to try to like a person feeling really don't, for the past I maintain distance to refuse, but now the first change is a faulty stroke in calligraphy or painting, hard to avoid lets me very pain! I now and a lot of things can only shallow to say, a joke, I don't know that they should go to like who,Even doubt you girl! I guess I isn't too honesty? Was suddenly 更多：https://www.bmcx.com/ , also don't know, I feel emotional this to tell you the truth, but I was stupid, appropriate lies is medicine, I don't understand! In Juan leave me later, I really wanted to satisfying, but I won't their feelings,I don't want to hurt a more personal. I am not handsome, is have no how natural and unrestrained, can I side not lack of woman, I have no mess, that's because I'm still believe in love, or even have been waiting for, perhaps is 1 year maybe 2 years maybe N years, a lot of people know to break up for women only tragedy, the misfortunes.How many people actually considered man, so I see my people around a foot in both the ship started to become desert don't care (to know before I can also with this kind of thing than people noisy) I'm still waiting, may soon, perhaps I have to wait for a long time. I really don't want to waste feeling.I want to achieve my own request, I won't just to know that man, unless I the time very lonely want to mess. Give me time, we are still friends.

在线翻译

兰，也许你觉得我好怪异，为什么不能好好的做朋友，非要这个.. 翻译